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| As if i'm doing some mental experiment. i'm experiencing different emotions, sentiments and feelings. witness quite many things recently, 生離、死別、結合、捨棄．．．i realized there're two feelings i can hardly bear: regret and hatred. they cause me pain... For this time, i'm rather calm though i'm sad. i think i've tried 90% of my best to treat her well and really enjoyed the time we've spent together. it makes me think the time spent on her like yum cha, hiking, brought her to cu, went to GZ and some other places together, visit her twice a week recently are really worth. i have no regret now but i really miss the time we go yum cha together on sundays. Attended my cousin's wedding last week. missed my work from thursday through weekend...this is kinda trade off...but the things just happened told me i'm not only livig for myself, i'm also living for some significant others. as i'm different ppl's significant others, my participation in their life will help to add colours. i should learn to treat ppl around me well. it's gonna create meaning to my life too. | | |
| Drowned in the sea of work, different engagements and activities. As if these two weeks of work in the new team amount to my whole last year...so as the degree of involvement, responsibility as well as the number of ppl that i met and spoke to...ridiculous huh ... i would never forget how disappointing my work had been so that i will appreciate and enjoy my present job more hehe...i can't tell if the job nature is wht i look for now but it is good enough that i'm going to find out the answer. a bit tired recently but still have a strong feel that i should squeeze time to study more related knowledge to my work. enjoying this busy but fulfilling life, i'm probably born to work hehe... | | |
| Look up the sky for the north star, find out where you are and let it guide your way. | | |
| Listening to the breath of people, feeling the pulse of life. Comprehending the shape of things, walking a trail in the woods. pleasure lies in the process of exploring and realizng. | | |
| Feel the pleasure and excitement of life! Without hope, expectation and achievement life's gonna be miserable. maybe life is about learning to stay in hope whenever there's difficulties and despairs so that one can feel the pleasure and excitement that everyone supposed to have. tune the state of mind! | | |
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